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Oliver Utzt
6 min readMay 13, 2021

Sex Dolls and Me

A HSP / INFJ exploring the dungeons of pleasure for cash

Until now, I only know two different states concerning love:

Incel and Inrel.

While the former term should be quite known by now, the latter is totally made up.

As I wrote before, I never knew how I got into relationships or out of them.

Inrel refers to being involuntarily hooked up to another human being. Which is the better state, because you get laid sometimes.

Around the turn of the century I’d had a passionate on and off affair with a married woman, and, honestly, I can’t remember how or why we broke up.

I just knew, I was alone again, back to Incel state. Again.

Since I didn’t know how to change that, knowing it might take years to connect to a woman in a physical way again (which it did), I…

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Oliver Utzt
Oliver Utzt

Written by Oliver Utzt

Lifelong beginner and amateur, drawing from multiple sources such as music, martial arts, spirituality, left wing ideas, psychotherapy, zen, tarot, yoga, weed

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